feeling the hate today

today's the first time that i really felt like ponning school
even with tutorial
i just didn't want to go

sighs

the bus i was on broke down
before that, it had rammed it's mirror on another bus, leaving a big scratch on the other bus
made me later than i already was
SICK

I WILL NOT HAVE A FIVE DAY WEEK NEXT SEM
i don't care how i'm gonna do it
i'm just gonna make sure that it's no more than four days per week
it's just friggin tiring to wake up so early and drag myself all the way to the godknowswhere to stone in classrooms
not worth it

I hate my group mates in my only project this sem
the way they think totally clashes with mine
they nitpick at things, and the thing is, the way they change stuff/the suggestions that they make is totally ridiculous/not needed
and the subject they chose is utter bullshit
and the points they come up with is even more bullshit
it's so bull that i've decided to just remain quiet
i did talk in the beginning, but later on it just became pointless to
fuck it i hope that it ain't screwed up

EXAMS ARE COMING SHIT !!!
i have a mountain of readings to do
sians
and i'm definitely gonna s/u french coz i did too badly in the quiz (15% of total marks)
and i know that i'm not gonna do well for the oral portion too
so screw it
gonna concentrate on my core mods which is die die must do well one
AND i have 3 presentations coming up
fuck it i hate talking infront of the class
with the teacher asking questions i'd prolly not even understand to begin with much less answer them

it's about a little more than one month to my freedom on 30th April

i hope all goes well